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I feel like I'm dying too

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 3, 2014, 11:57 PM
I just wanted to let everyone know that, if I don't seem overly put together, or don't respond to things, or whatever, it's because I'm going through something awful, and I just don't know how to handle it.

My best friend in the world, my beloved dog Dreama, has been diagnosed with cancer. She's got a mass inside her, and the vet seems to think it'll only be weeks or maybe months that she has left.

She's on meds to at least help her feel like eating a little, because she'd stopped pretty much all together. Now, though, she's getting yummy things like hamburger and turkey to eat.  Anything to keep her strength up.

All she does is lay around, and when she does get up, it seems like she's hurting.  The vet says that the antibiotics and steroid treatments may help her regain herself a bit... but for now, when I look at her... I think it might be closer to time than we know.

I don't know what to do. I raised this little girl since  she was only 12 weeks old. Now she's 13 and a half years old. How do I go from looking forward to giving her a cheeseburger on Christmas, to wondering if she'll make it to Christmas at all? I have to start thinking about burial or cremation. I can't even say the words out loud.

So... needless to say, most of my time is spent crying, since this news hit. I'm trying really hard to just carry on as normal, even though all I want to do is lay on the floor and pet Dreama.

When our Pug was living her last days, I kept telling her that it was okay to go if she needed to. I can't say that to Dreama.  Because it's not okay. I don't know what to do, without her. She's afraid of everything. Thunder, loud noises, sudden movements, strangers, kids. Its my job to protect her. What do I do without her here to protect? I can't even picture life without her around.

I don't want her to become just a memory, just a picture on my wall. I'm not ready for this.

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At the Halloween Party - OCX Octovember 2014 by Myrcury-Art
At the Halloween Party - OCX Octovember 2014
:faint: Man, this dual month really got away from me... D:  been busy as hell with real life stuff, but been working on this on and off for a bit anyways! 

This is my OC-Art-Xchange submission for October/November (Octovember!) 2014 - And these cute OCs belong to WHATiFGirl!  Since her characters are very old-timey, and since I love vintage style Halloween art, I wanted this to be sort of an homage to that style, hence the limited color palette! Hopefully it's pretty clear what's going on in this costume party... and hopefully I didn't get anybody too out of character or anything! ^^;

Hope you like it, :iconwhatifgirl:WHATiFGirl !! And sorry you had to wait so long... D:
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I feel like I'm dying too

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 3, 2014, 11:57 PM
I just wanted to let everyone know that, if I don't seem overly put together, or don't respond to things, or whatever, it's because I'm going through something awful, and I just don't know how to handle it.

My best friend in the world, my beloved dog Dreama, has been diagnosed with cancer. She's got a mass inside her, and the vet seems to think it'll only be weeks or maybe months that she has left.

She's on meds to at least help her feel like eating a little, because she'd stopped pretty much all together. Now, though, she's getting yummy things like hamburger and turkey to eat.  Anything to keep her strength up.

All she does is lay around, and when she does get up, it seems like she's hurting.  The vet says that the antibiotics and steroid treatments may help her regain herself a bit... but for now, when I look at her... I think it might be closer to time than we know.

I don't know what to do. I raised this little girl since  she was only 12 weeks old. Now she's 13 and a half years old. How do I go from looking forward to giving her a cheeseburger on Christmas, to wondering if she'll make it to Christmas at all? I have to start thinking about burial or cremation. I can't even say the words out loud.

So... needless to say, most of my time is spent crying, since this news hit. I'm trying really hard to just carry on as normal, even though all I want to do is lay on the floor and pet Dreama.

When our Pug was living her last days, I kept telling her that it was okay to go if she needed to. I can't say that to Dreama.  Because it's not okay. I don't know what to do, without her. She's afraid of everything. Thunder, loud noises, sudden movements, strangers, kids. Its my job to protect her. What do I do without her here to protect? I can't even picture life without her around.

I don't want her to become just a memory, just a picture on my wall. I'm not ready for this.

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No Reason Realm - Home of my original characters Myrcury's Toybox - Art and Handmade creations by Steph Sweet!

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Current trade and commission status:

Owed Trades
:star: None right now! Wanna trade? Note me! :heart:

Owed Commissions
:star: None right now! Want a commission? Note me! :heart:

OTHER:


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Mechanima Stamp by Myrcury-Art Da Stamp - Human Rights 01 by tppgraphics Love Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Gender Variance by skinnyveestamp Critiques wanted by prosaix I Support Glowing Things by Ravechu Katamari stamp by Galway Self Taught by GoatSocks I respect all art stamp by Sinister-Starfeesh Music is my life by zeddy88 I Support Imagination stamp by c3ph31d The Log-out Stamp by Busiris Too much senior-dArama by prosaix Stamp - Tablet User by firstfear Stamp - Watch Me by firstfear DA Stamp - So Many Ideas... by phantompanther Webmyrcury Stamp by Robo-Shark Reality... by Steamstrike - N - E - O - N - by skinnyveestamp

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  • Mood: Miserable

What are you doing for Halloween? 

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the-fox-after-dark Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014
High-five! 
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Robo-Shark Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Dude I am dreaming of the next time I can come see you in Orlando. <3 Can't wait until things settle down and I can maybe take a weekend off to hang out again. 
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Myrcury-Art Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2014  Professional General Artist
:hug: How's the moving going?  You know my door's always open, so whenever you can. :)
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Robo-Shark Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
I still haven't started packing LOL oh god and now I took on more commishes to pay for stuff welp

BUT IT WILL BE FUN ONCE THINGS ARE DONE I'm so nervous and anxious |D

Absolutely, I can't wait to get more of a break again, hoping maybe November or something might open up for us, and if it works for you too, then I'm all over it! <333
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Myrcury-Art Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2014  Professional General Artist
You guys are already invited back for Thanksgiving you know!!! :) 
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Quaylak Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

GIFT: Seven VS Ryhan Sketch by Quaylak
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Myrcury-Art Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014  Professional General Artist
:glomp: THANK YOU SO MUCH!! I LOVE IT WHEEEE!!! :excited:
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the-fox-after-dark Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014
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Happy Birthday, girl! Hope you have a magical day!!! :happybounce: Airborne Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles 
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Myrcury-Art Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014  Professional General Artist
eep! :giggle: Thank you so much, hun!! :love: If you texted me, I totally didn't get it, but my sis forwarded your wishes! Thank you for the smiles! :hug: (My phone's acting up like mad lately, ugh!) 
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